One Day At A Time... (angel_eyez05) wrote in erinandrain,
One Day At A Time...
angel_eyez05
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I just had one of the most touching conversations ever with Ben...

If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
sry bout that, it got d/c
Kamisi says:
it's ok
Kamisi says:
brb
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
k
Kamisi says:
send me that link girl
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
http://www.livejournal.com/community/erinandrain
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
that might work
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
its the second one down
Kamisi says:
it worked im reading
Kamisi says:
Heh
Kamisi says:
well
Kamisi says:
you explained alot
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
did i?
Kamisi says:
Umm brb dan wants me to help him move shelves
Kamisi says:
grrrr
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
k
Kamisi says:
as you would say
Kamisi says:
=-p
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
haha
Kamisi says:
im going to be a bit
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
ok
Kamisi says:
but wait up I really want to talk to you
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
ok
Kamisi says:
ok, sweety im back
Kamisi says:
neils on my comp im on his ...Lol
Kamisi says:
send me that link again
Kamisi says:
sweetheart, are you there ?

Kamisi says:
erin?
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
yeah sorry
Kamisi says:
ok
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
http://www.livejournal.com/community/erinandrain
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
there ya go
Kamisi says:
What happens when he meets some other girl from around here, who's his age...he's gonna end up liking her be gone in a heartbeat
Kamisi says:
your very wrong about that
Kamisi says:
I really wish you didn't feel that way
Kamisi says:
I love you erin .
Kamisi says:
I lovw you alot...sometimes its hard for me to say that because I feel you can't love me
Kamisi says:
I mean why would you .
Kamisi says:
im older
Kamisi says:
lyour young and beautiful
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
thats not true at all
Kamisi says:
can have any guy you want
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
nooo
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
ben, you're the only guy i want.
Kamisi says:
then why are you so scared of this ?
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
i knew i loved you a week after we met
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
heh
Kamisi says:
why didn't you ever tell me ?
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
because im afraid im gonna screw up
Kamisi says:
how so ?
Kamisi says:
you think im a mistake ?
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
im constantly afraid im gonna do something wrong and you're gonna decide that being with someone younger isnt what you wanna do
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
no
Kamisi says:
lol
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
i dont deserve you, ben
Kamisi says:
what you think I switch my feelings on and off like a light switch?
Kamisi says:
why don't you deserve me ?
Kamisi says:
lol
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
you're too good for me...i've done so much shit in the past, i just dont feel worthy to be with you
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
i dunno
Kamisi says:
we've all done things in the past we regret
Kamisi says:
you can't let the past block your future
Kamisi says:
and i'm not too good for you ...Lol
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
yes, you are
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
i mean...you deserve someone so much better than me
Kamisi says:
your a special girl, erin special to me ....and I love you...why should anything else other than that matter ?
Kamisi says:
I mean sure you might do something I don't like...If were together long enough im sure we willl both do somethings the other one doesen't like from time to time
Kamisi says:
but that doesen't mean im going to stop loving you
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
well, if i do ever do anything that you dislike, tell me
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
i'll fix it
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
lol
Kamisi says:
I don't love people in slices
Kamisi says:
I love the whole person
Kamisi says:
the good with the bad
Kamisi says:
and you can't have a healthy relationship if one person is always trying to watch what they do to please the other one
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
i know...i just...i dunno
Kamisi says:
I'm just so afraid of getting hurt that I don't let the ones I love get close to me. Ever since Andy and I broke up, whatever the hell you want to call it, I won't let myself get close to guys.
Kamisi says:
in never going to hurt you
Kamisi says:
the only thing that worries me abiut your age....Is when me and jessica broke up she told me one nite( well thats what you get for dating a 16 year old girl. we have no idea what we want and we live for the moment)
Kamisi says:
thats the only thing I fear
Kamisi says:
that im just whats fun for now .l
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
yeah i know...jessie isnt mature enough for a relationship though...shes on too many drugs :/
Kamisi says:
yeah
Kamisi says:
so do you want to stop seeing me ?
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
no
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
no way
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
where did you get that? lol
Kamisi says:
umm the part you wrote that when you start to get close to someone you always find an excuse to break up with them ?
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
i was speaking about in the past there dear
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
lol
Kamisi says:
lol
Kamisi says:
well I didn't knoiw if you felt like that now or not .
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
oh no
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
not at all
Kamisi says:
I really hope not .
Kamisi says:
well girl ima get to bed .
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
aww
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
lol
Kamisi says:
I love you, erin....and im going to take care of you .
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
its aight, i know you gotta get up early
Kamisi says:
you'll see
Kamisi says:
nite, babe
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
g'nite
Kamisi says:
I want to talk to you tomorrow
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
i'll stop by early...you get off when?
Kamisi says:
i'll give you a call about noon
Kamisi says:
3
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
imma be at practice
Kamisi says:
ok
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
i though it was at 2?
Kamisi says:
well i'll see ya when I see ya
Kamisi says:
Yeah it is lol
Kamisi says:
I forgot
Kamisi says:

Kamisi says:

If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
do you wanna come over when you get off?
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
imma be home from practice hopefully
Kamisi says:
do you want me to come over ?
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
we'll have a half hour or so to be here
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
of course
Kamisi says:
ok then .
Kamisi says:
call me and let me know whats going on
Kamisi says:

If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
just plan on comin over
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
everyones gonna be gone
Kamisi says:
good nite sweetheart
Kamisi says:
ok
Kamisi says:

If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
g'nite
Kamisi says:

If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:

If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
sweet dreams
Kamisi says:
If I dream of you , they'll be sweet
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:

Kamisi says:
i mean , my other girlfriend !
Kamisi says:
=-p
Kamisi says:
joking
Kamisi says:
Lol
If it doesn't kill you, it'll only make you stronger! says:
lol...bitch


He is soooo sweet:) I was almost crying when we were sittin here talkin...I'm too damned emotional...heh. I cry too easily, lol. Anyways, Imma go to bed now I think. I'll write more later:)

<3 Erin Marie
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